I am forgotten like a dead man, out of
mind; I am as useless as a broken pot. Psalm 31:12
There is an ancient tale told of a woman who carried her
water jar down the mountain from her home to the river below. Every day she
made trip after trip, filling her jar with water, trekking up the mountain to
pour its diminished contents into the family water barrel. I say “diminished”
because her jar was old and had a significant crack along one side, so water
continuously dribbled out of the jug as she trudged. It was almost as if the
vessel was weeping over the pain of her journey.
The woman was poor; she never lost her smile, even though
that she had to make at least two trips for every one her neighbors made, for
along the path grew the most beautiful flowers, whose very existence was made
possible by the daily watering they received from her leaky cauldron.
I grew up in a family where not much was thrown away. When
something broke and couldn’t be fixed, dad would take it apart and toss the
nuts and bolts, washers and spacers, and every salvageable part (defining
“salvageable” very loosely) into jars or drawers for some unanticipated future
draw.
I can remember on more than one occasion where he would
need a screw or bolt to replace one that one of our family treasures had lost,
and he would spend what seemed like hours rummaging through his “junk drawer”
picking out those threaded devils, looking over each one like a jeweler
studying fresh diamonds. He would examine them for length, thread count,
quality of the head, suitability for service and, when finally finding the
exact part he’d been searching for, he would walk it over to his bench and
restore whatever he’d been working on to some sort of functional condition.
Like my father, I got into the habit of taking things apart
when they no longer worked. I’m not sure why, as I was never much of a
tinkerer. If something doesn’t work, I’ll take a moment or two to troubleshoot
the matter and after that, it’s off to the store to find a replacement.
For some, that would seem quite wasteful, but I am a
tweener. I grew up between the Great Depression generation where buying things
new was often not an option, and this newest generation, where everything is
replaced whether it works or not simply because the thought of using or having
a hand-me-down is unthinkable, and something new is miles better than whatever
came out last month, last year, or the last cycle of gizmo development.
In other words, I live in two worlds, neither of which is fully
mine. I have gained skills at repair and renovation over the years, so I
actually delight in fixing things. But I also like new stuff, so it doesn’t
bother me to hand things off to “those less fortunate” and replace them with
newer iterations.
Over the years, I have come to appreciate that there is no
“right” way to approach life; to see that there are many right ways to do
things. My father never regretted fixing a toaster. I’ve never regretted buying
a toaster. Some things are repairable, and many things these days are not.
That’s the nature of our world today, and I have learned (to paraphrase old
Saint Paul) to be content with how things are.
Our jars may leak, but those leaks may be a blessing if we
learn to look around our paths as we make our way through life. There is great
delight in fixing that which was broken, but there is also joy in each new toy
we obtain.
What I watch for most is my attitude. I need to avoid the
desire to envy your pot, when mine works just fine. I need to avoid hoarding
pots when my neighbor has none. And it’s OK to be a crackpot occasionally!
In the end, it seems to me that pots aren’t simply things
we have, but a picture of what we are. We are God’s jars, and although we may acquire
numerous cracks over the years, the earth is most colorfully blessed (to God’s
delight) as we’re carried up and down life’s mountains, and I think that’s just
fine in this, our valley.
